where to draw the line between goals and restraint,
plans, goals, expectations...i have all those
i have been trying to write my story
to have a sense of control,
but i am tired.
i know enough to be true to myself
but i do not know this feeling...
it is not in my plans,
it was never a goal,
definitely not a part of my expectations.
i cannot label this...it is unfamiliar.
i have loved, with my whole heart,
a love that looked past dissappointment and hurt.
lust has gotten the best of me, a crush has consumed my every thought.
but this is cannot be labeled.
i do not want to be able to compare to the common, the typical.
when it ends, i'll coin a new term for it. it always ends.
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