just let it go. should i just let it go? allow myself to fall deep.
i stay guarded. i protect myself because i know how.
i am fortunate enough to know how. therefore how can i turn away from an instructional guide
with enumerated directions of how not to fall.
how not to be misguided.
how not to be distracted.
i know how to live on. so many do not.
like throwing away food when there are starving children.
i have created that guide, that rulebook in my very own heart.
i cannot let go of my own creation. i need to hold it tight to my chest. and repeat the steps.
i do not need to fall. not with him.
......i want to, just teach me.
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