hidden but not lost

suffocating in a thick fog

reaching out into the darkness
only to feel a mist
of what could be
the dreams are the hardest
ground my feet have felt in a
long, long time
waking up,
hesitant in deciphering the
nightmare from the dream
comfort becoming nocturnal
but to lose the endorphins of the sun
is to die a slow death
if not for your touch
of fresh air and
hope, lost is all life would be
what a sad thing to lose
i'd fall just to be this high

lost in a dream again,
what a nightmare.

tomorrow will be different

you're crushing my heart as if it were
the fallen leaves on the ground
wandering into a black hole, deeper
where are the dresses and awards?
i need to tell me what i would say
i would know exactly what to tell me
how to believe what you believe
with everything you know?
personal happiness is not enough
glory fades, there's always better & younger
i used to know...but then i was wrong
just once
and everything left with it
there's a piece missing
small piece, key piece
i wish i could find it.
i can tell you how to be okay
i just wish i could tell me...